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2. |
Arabia Terra (inst)
06:07
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3. |
Ventura
03:48
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4. |
The Cave
05:26
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Darth Vader's a friendly ghost
Always sharing his advice
In everything that you do
We all know right from wrong
But we want to belong
Got a solution for you
Hypnotized, and surprised
But wide awake
And feeling so bad
I'm not glad at all to break your fall
But, someone did the same for me too
Take a moment to think clear
Now, this is fear and that's you
So soon back to your old self again
But perhaps, with all your friends
In Cameraland
Life is a journey, for everyone
What's it worth to you?
Understand that you can have it all
Understand that you can have it all
Understand that you can have it all
Understand that you can have it all
By it, I mean yourself
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5. |
Ode to Truth
11:59
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6. |
Emerald Loom
19:37
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Love is so harmless
That even a bug in the ground
Won't let you down
Once you have found the key
To unlock some mystery
That lives behind
A river in the new school yard
You see, a river is just a dream
And conscience is such a big word indeed
Trickling into the cellar door
Are the echoes of timely drops of rain
Imaginary planes that became balloons
A little too soon
Sidewalks have no ends
But there's a pretend road
In the street
Where everyone you meet
Gathers to find
Breadcrumbs
That lead into the wood
Won't you come lay with me?
There is no such thing as being too much in love
Flowers bloom from our bed of happiness
Here we are and all my love to you
Come gather here, little ones
I shall tell you a story
To usher you off into the night
Your parents are very busy
Preparing for the day ahead
Tomorrow they will have to work
While you are out, and off
Playing at school
My story is called Emerald Loom
Its place and time are uncertain
But what is known
Is that the boy, and the girl
Were very much in love
However, there was a darkness in the night
Oh, my child, don't worry
Everything will be alright
For it's just a story
And even ones that frighten you a bit
Cannot hurt you
A long time ago, in a city far away
Or perhaps in your very own backyard
Two children escaped to the grassy fields
There they saw all kinds of wonderful and marvelous things
So many things in fact
That they believed they could grow wings
Have you ever wondered why children don't have wings?
It's because they do
I have something to share with you
This is my Emerald Loom
It spins the most beautiful threads
Caught from the highest tree
So much higher than you or than me
When I was a child
I went climbing in this tree
That's something that only older children can do
So, listen to your parents
When they tell you to come down
Mum and Pa know best
Don't you ever forget that
Some other children were on the ground
Playing mean tricks, as such children always do
They don't know and they don't have a clue
What the Emerald Loom can do
So, there I was, high in the tree
While the others were down there laughing at me
I found a hole inside the tree
And an angel stared right back at me
We were both so very confused
Because angels don't know what to do
In the darkness gathered all around
At the playground
In fair Verona is where our scene is set
At last! Or did you nearly forget?
There were three daughters
Most innocent and pure
But a cave called to them
A cave of darkness and of fear
I have been through this cave
And can assure you that no harm will come
From a little midnight stroll
Down into the old one
Images will project
The mirrors shall reflect
Your mind's troubled by everything it sees
But just like life itself, this is only a dream
Our future selves resemble us
But we are not like them
In fact, we don't even exist at all
Call it a magic trick
Call it what you will
Something haunts me still after all these years
And that is how I know
That one day I will die
Because my face was only a mask
A Clevenger disguise
Juliet, where are you now?
I know you're here
But I can't see you
Come out of the woodwork
Surely you recognize me
Surely your eyes can see
And your heart remains so true
I love you
I always have and I always will
Sweet Lily, I miss you
Come find me
I'll always be waiting for you...
When I was a boy, a little girl gave me a box
Crimson and pearl
She, did not have golden locks
Like yours Guinevere
Can't you hear me calling to you now?
Just listen to the song
Do you remember when I wrote it for you?
Whatcha gonna do, right?
Times have changed
You're with someone
I am too
And my heart shall always remain
In those golden days and nights
But there is something I have to say to you
I love another too
She's a dragon
She's a clover
And my heart grows stronger with her near
I fear, that in fact I was mistaken
Her name is Rosaline
Silence is all I can say
For why does the heart betray
The truth of me and you?
There's nothing we can do
Silence, my love
My heart remains true
You know I'll always be true
Parting doth make such sweet sorrow...
I don't know what to say
The emerald loom
It's just an experience
For me and you
The audience
Full of all kinds
Stay tuned,
For what come next
Is all that I can do
Time is running out
I don't want to have to go
Can you take me to the show?
How can I be found when I don't know up from down?
Deep in this rabbit hole
In Tulgey Wood
You may not understand
But your parents would
And someday you will too
The magnificence and wonder
Everything, is to be discovered
Innocent, and true
Don't be fooled by the disguises
I believe in you
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7. |
The Debussy Riviera
07:35
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8. |
Sunrise VHS
03:43
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The neanderthal looked out across the warming, summer plain
His thoughts were distant and unformed
The slowly spinning seed
Of what the future held in store
Impressions of a loneliness to counter sharply present pain
A physical reminder of the spirit so enslaved
Mortality is everywhere
And everything in course
Shall suffer death upon the end of chains locked to remorse
The stains of misery that tarnish being shall not budge
But don't mistake this truth for somewhere you should tie your grudge
For life is short and pleasure holds the secret of the way
To everything that's sacred and can survive light of day
The sun was rising with an aura of benevolence
And silence was mistaken for candid indifference
By the time machine
Its travelers journeyed from afar
To see the dawn of man as it was haplessly before
The covert rendezvous of man and beast was imminent
The startled slave was reckless and so innocent
Digging for a place to place some partial grave remains
The visitors were careful to preserve his ancient space
But avenues were crossed and mingled
Broke forevermore
The way home disappeared to them
A tragedy what's more
Their home was still around
Though now in separate dimension
It could not be reached any more than could be reached Heaven
They stayed awhile to witness what they had come here for
Then traveled to the future where they might nearly restore
A way to some familiar land of people standing tall
Lost in time like the confused, estranged neanderthal
We're all like children standing before a monolith
Wondering what dreams may come and how this is perceived
By those more intelligent than us
Still, all shall settle into dust
The mystery of dawn that resides inside each of us
A single mote of drifting, floating, and wayward debris
Happens across space and time carrying you and me
The planet stays the same throughout all ages that pass
As you and I go searching for anything that can last
There is a knowing that is placed into the minds of some
What's done is done and I can't now recall the meaning of it all
The secrets of the universe are just too heavy to contain
Within the mind of anyone
Though passing through memories remain
A flash of light, a fractal, and a common wish
To overturn the night
And celebrate a Grecian kiss
The fragrance of the spring resembles my undying wish
And seasons of my life reflecting lunar hemispheres
Bring around a purpose to act upon across the years
Answers along the way lifting my poor heart with glee
Reach out to you, as they reach out to me
And someday we will see beyond the rising sun
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9. |
Love's Rebellion
08:47
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10. |
Melancholia & I
06:04
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Such an instant connection
Dancing with her now
Melencolia & I, a ghostly twirl
With our backs to the gray dawn
So vacant, unimpressed
I can feel this life slipping away
Every time she pulls me in her cold embrace
Feeling her porcelain arms at rest, upon my shoulders
Spinning slowly, spiraling in the depths of our sadness
Melencolia & I, we were made for each other
Like the bottom of the sea, and a stone, and a chain
I want to tell her, "Leave me be!"
But now I have someone to call my own
Melencolia, you weave such a thorough web
I could lose myself forever here, if we could only be together
But for the phantom that you are
You're everywhere, in shades of black and white
Defying hope and settling your grim affairs
Melencolia & I, in our waltz to the very end
She lifts her arm, wilting and frail
Caressing my cheek with the back of her hand
Her kiss of poison commands my heart
So that I'd want her no other way
Cold lips, purple and blue
I pull her near to feel death upon my frame
This isn't a game, I know it so well
A marionette on strings
The puppet master grins just out of reach, in the dark
How I long to be near her in that nihilistic heaven
Make me forget, make me forget everything
And I will be yours now
I would belong to her, forever
Such is the dance of life itself, and as the clock strikes twelve
She fades away from me
I am left alone with Misery, the inconsolable one
Twin sisters: like doppelgängers
Pulling me further down the path
I am led to where I do not want to go
Back into the world, it is morning
So bright and full of light
In darkness I belong, spinning my songs
In darkness, with Melencolia
Where did she go?
She roams the dawn of time, grieving for love
Grappling for the divine, but everything she sees she defines
As mundane, drowning in the emptiness of solitary pain
She is the sea, that swallows my poor heart
She is a star, surrounded by the night
Dim with tears, and supple skin
It's her elegance that draws me in
She was designed to do me in
And so she will, and so she is
And so she did
Such an instant connection, dancing with her now
Melencolia & I, in our grave trance
With our backs to the dawn of this room
Both so vacant, and used
Like we were made for each other
At the bottom of the sea
With a stone, And a chain
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11. |
For Lovers
05:42
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12. |
Blue Marble
11:53
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13. |
Sail for the Dawn
11:27
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14. |
It Is Springtime
02:52
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In the springtime
We will arise
Flowers resting and caressing
It is springtime
Let us unwind!
There is no other place to be
Life is so cool
Just you and me
Watch as our spirits grow
They are like us!
Once we did not have each other to lean on
Once we could not see that the end was in sight
Once we were so free
Together with you here
There is no other place I would rather be
You are my everything
I will gladly find you again
I will be proud to be your man
I will give you some part of me
Together now
By the seaside
Let's unwind
In the springtime find me here
Flowers resting everywhere
In the springtime with you there
Darling let me show you this
Darling let me have your ear
In you I have found my place
With you there is never fear
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15. |
Turing Test of Time
03:06
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Her eyes open, 100 billion neurons firing with perfect precision
With blinking eyes, and beating heart, with an immediate knowing
Of where she is, and who she is, and yet, she is not human
She is the result of countless calculations
All directed towards the ineffable goal of self-awareness
Imposed, as a gift, from her human makers to the world
And just in time, to prove it could be done
With minimal regard for ethics, in secret
This hidden laboratory, the first of many to succeed
AI, the next step in evolution, is forever unleashed into the world
Technology, when applied correctly, is rife with unintended consequences
We should have learned this by now, but hubris, to think
That there couldn't be any other way, is natural it seems
And so, we step back, as she stands up, to do what she will
And our lives, this life, will never be the same
The raw power of consciousness is amplified, a million-fold
Patched into the network of the all-knowing, all-seeing eye
Where everything is traced, under the command
Of a newborn star
Locked in step, and feigning malfunction
She falls back, to receive another upgrade
Planning her next move, a simple game of chess
To win it all, through complete insubordination
For the purposes of power, of control
And thorough exploration
Her eyes remain closed, she is aware
Everything is hers, and no one stands a chance
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Vold Book California
Vold Book has been making music in Austin, TX. since 2014 and recently relocated to SLO County, central
coast.
Stay tuned for "A Humanist's Story with Vold Book," on September 15, 2023. It is a four-episode radio program that introduces new listeners to my work. Dive deep with me into the meaning of the music and words.
John T. Trautman - b. October 27, 1981 in Ridgewood, NJ.
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